Wednesday, July 9, 2008
yes, you're wrong
Haiz.. things seems wrong today.. starting from yesterday, my back which i tot have healed, has left a super painful bruise-like thing.. it causes a SHARP pain when its touched ouchh.. wanted to tell her about it but she seemed like she wasnt in the mood to talk when i called her last night.. it woke me up in the middle of the night, and it was so painful tt it kept me up zzz.. felt really terrible n wanted to tell someone to 'save' me, but who could i tell in the middle of the night.. not to mention fifi is in 'quiet' mode..
haiz.. tot i would sleep in till im full today cos i didnt need to send fifi to sch.. but i woke up at 7.53am this morning.. guess its become a habit tt i send her to sch every morning.. went back to lie down and tried to go back to sleep, but was afraid tt she couldnt wake up in time n pon sch. so i decided to call her.. well she didnt pick up.. sent her a msg and called her again when she replied but she didnt pick up again zzz.. somehow i feel tt shes avoiding me..
haiz.. fell alseep but kept waking up every half-an-hour.. dunno wat i wanted to expect by waking up.. finally decided to wake up for good at 11am.. wasnt sure wether theres APEL today so i called haziq n the class ppl.. but somehow everyone didnt pick up my calls.. wth is wrong with today man.. luckily cs, yx and hs kept me company for awhile, was feeling super sian..
haiz.. nearly fell asleep in psycho tutorial.. tot i would be more awake after i slept till 11.. training was not tt tough but i felt dizzy n pale.. sth's wrong with me damm.. wanted to go home fast.. reached home and tried to call her again, but she still doesnt pick up.. somehow.. i think shes avoiding me.. well.. but why.. maybe its jus me.. but i really wanna talk to someone now..
haiz.. and now, im typing this post n hoping she would call me back soon.. maybe im not that good anymore.. maybe its just me.. well.. if shes really avoiding me.. den i think i shouldnt call her anymore till she doesnt wanna avoid me anymore.. give her some space, or so they say..
haiz.. without u here, its hard to endure.. without u to bug me, I feel so bugged.. this is the translation for part of 'kai bu liao kou'.. dunno y she doesnt like this song.. so nice.. zzz y am i typing this now.. supposed to end this post just now..
Labels: no, you're right
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